Hello my darling Becomers,
How have you been? How are you? How is your week? (Please do love on me with these juicy details) (smiling like a banana, winking) I have been graced this week; God has been my strength and guide.
Today I will talk about qualification. Have you ever felt like you are not good enough? Like you don’t deserve what you have?Like you have no right to be in the position you are in or the position that you desire? Have you ever felt inadequate? Like you are just insignificant? Like you have nothing to offer? I recently got elected into a leadership position. I have thought of quiting so many times.
One of the reasons I want to quit is that the task ahead of me so hard. I have seen so many people try and fail. It involves a lot of hardworking and commitment. I don’t mean to sound lazy but I don’t know if I can handle all this as I go to school and work too. This task also needs me to have a lot of knowledge which I have no idea where to start and to make matters worse I am leading people who seem to have it all figured out in that area.
Another reason would be the opposition I am already and expectation that has been put on me. It’s been less than a month and people are already expecting results. Some are already talking behind my back and to my face. All this pressure gets me so angry and frustrated and I just want to quit.
Another reason I would want to quit is because I have so much going on in my life emotionally and spiritually. I just feel that the last thing I want to do in my life right now is have to deal with so many people let alone lead them. This reason especially brings a daily struggle why I am still leading this group.
These reasons may seem valid enough to some of you and to some may look like excuses. I want to go, I want to leave but I will not leave for the following reason:
He never chooses the qualified but He qualifies the unqualified. I know I might feel like I am not qualified for this task but His Grace is sufficient. I know that in Him I will learn what I need to learn and unlearn what I need to unlearn. Where I feel like I am not sufficient; He is going to be sufficient. He is going to guide and I will not fall as long as I seek Him in everything that I do.
I also learnt that victory belongs to Him; I have burdened myself with wanting to own this victory yet it belongs to Him and I am just His vessel. All I have to do is stay where He is and He is going to win this using me.
I would like to urge you my darling Becomers to not give up on whatever that you are doing or whatever you would like to do; His Grace is sufficient and victory belongs to God. So keep yourself under His wing.
I would love to know what makes you feel inadequate. I would love to hear from you my sweet darlings; (winking, pouting with begging eyes)
Have a blessed week,full of grace and mercy
I love you all!!! Go win!!
With love and flowers,
Jackie, howtobecomeeasily #Becomer