Hello my darling Becomers,
How have you been? How are you? How is your week? (Please do grace me with all these juicy details) (winking and pouting) My week has been full of favour and grace. I don’t know how I would survive without God in my life.
This week I would like to share with you a testimony. This week I went back to school (happy dance) and typical Jackie loves to plan ahead and have everything in order. This fact should help you guess that I often have anxiety and that’s what I had on the day I went to school.Things were not going as planned; all my plans were disorganized.(hands on my forehead) My mind fell into chaos and disarray. I remember feeling weak and pissed at myself for not keeping it together.
As typical Jackie would I decided to seek a remedy for my anxiety. My first thought was food (shaking my head) (I do a lot of emotional eating) and after stuffing myself with all the cakes I could afford; I still felt the same. Doctor Jackie went on to recommend music to stop me from feeling that bad but even after hours of listening to music; I still felt like the biggest mess on earth.After a thousand and one trials to fix me, I finally resorted to prayer which calmed down just a little bit.
My quest to feel better went on as I looked for preaching on YouTube to lift my spirit. By God’s design, I found a preaching by Pastor Steven Furtick of Elevation Church and it made realise that I was putting myself right in the middle of my situation. I made everything about myself and forgot that it’s not my ability or might but it’s by His spirit and power. Once I came to this understanding; I no longer felt like I needed to fix anything for his might and power was just enough.
I don’t know what you are going through and I won’t pretend to understand but I ask you to put Him in your situation and you will realise how small the issues are. Just remember it’s all about Him and not you.
I would love to hear from you my sweet darlings. (Smiling and pouting sweetly)
God bless!! Let favour be your portion!!
Love you! Take care!!
With love and flowers,
Jackie, Howtobecomeeasily, #Jackie